Letting It Out

I've been doing so well this past week just enjoying every moment with the kids and reflecting on how amazing this summer has been. I've been trying not to let myself feel too sad about leaving soon because I would much rather feel grateful for the time I've had already and for the short time I have left.

But last night as I was sitting on my couch listening to my iPod, I finally gave in. I was listening to songs that will always make me think of this place and these kids, and I started to cry. Once I started, I couldn't stop, but it felt so good to let it out and have a good cry.

This has been the best summer of my life. I am so grateful that God led me here and that I listened to him. I will never forget what I have learned and experienced here in South Africa, and I know that when I leave on Friday that I will be leaving a little piece of my heart behind. I have become so close to the Lighthouse kids, and I have no idea how I'm going to say goodbye to them.

Please be praying for me this week as I attempt to say my goodbyes to this place and to all the wonderful people I've met here...especially my babies.